Friday, February 04, 2011
Don't Open Your Eyes
I keep having the same dream over and over. Some mornings I wake up and there are just snatches of it in the back of my mind. Other mornings (like yesterday) I wake up feeling shaken and stirred, every hair standing on end. It feels so real those times. Frighteningly real. Every touch, every emotion. I've never dreamt so vividly. I didn't know I was capable of it.
It's not a nightmare. Not really. It brings me face to face with something that I'm afraid of. Still, I don't wake up scared.
It's not a recurring nightmare.
But it's something I have to resolve. I'm just not sure how. And until I figure it out, I guess I'm stuck with it, night after night.