Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Billboard Beauty

Chocolate muffins...

Big bowls of cereal...

Hamburgers...

Lasagne...

Rolo cookies...

M&Ms...

These are the things that I dream about.

My jeans are baggy and don't fit right anymore. I have a new dress for the party. I flirted with a cute boy in Cafe Nero. People say that losing weight doesn't change you. It's all a load of bullshit. All my life I've glared enviously at skinny people. Sure, they have problems too (like oh no, my diamond studded shoes are too small!) but I hate how they just take it for granted.

For years and years all I wanted was to be thin. But I obviously didn't want it enough.

But this time I just want to be happy. And I'll prove that I want it this time.

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