Sunday, September 30, 2007
H Honey Bunny
J Juggling Lemons
L Legend of Zelda
X xXx Holic
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Monday, September 24, 2007
It's been that way for me for about three years now, ever since I bought 'Racecar is Racecar Backwards' when I was in my first year of college. I remember I used to listen to that CD every morning on the way to college for at least six months. And then in my second year I got 'Very Fast Very Dangerous' and played that to death as well. This June I got 'In Nothing We Trust' (indefinitely my BEST birthday present, cheers boys!) and it was just as good. So it made sense that when I got home on Friday, and found myself close to tears, I reached for the Reuben.
I'm past saying angry things about Today's Community Church. Because saying them changes nothing. I want to regret it all, but I can't because I got Skinny out of it and I could never regret our friendship. And Toni got Kyle. Part of me knows, knows that I've damaged them both by keeping them there, but I can't regret it.
I watched them on Friday night. And I was repulsed. Once I wanted to go back, but it was a moment of weakness. I can't ever go back, but finally I realise that I don't fucking want to! I thought those people were my friends, but they were nothing. I was nothing to them. They hurt me and made me feel used and wrong, all wrong.
That's why the things I'm doing right now are a bad idea. I know that but I can't stop. I don't have anything to prove, but I'm still trying. My life is full. I have my awesome friends, my fucked up family (whom I love despite their fucked-up-ness), my Uni, my talent, my job and job compadres. I can't understand the way I'm acting or why. For now, I'll try to remedy it with... MORE REUBEN!
Moving on: Myspace. Argh, why does everyone take their stupid myspace so damned seriously? Vic basically begged me tonight to make one just so she could put me in her top friends (and knock dickface Rob out of her top 4). NO! I swear I will never have a myspace! I'm happy enough with this blog. I don't do the MSN thing or have a Facebook and I'm happy that way. If anyone needs to find me, seek me out in the real world, for goodness sake.
Friday, September 21, 2007
It doesn't matter though, because the gig itself was awesome. Incubus are such a great band. Vic asked me what my favourite song was and I honestly couldn't name just one. You know what was pretty special though? They played the song that is my (pen)namesake, Pistola. Very cool.
It was great hanging out with Vic and Toni, too. My two bestest friends in the whole world. I'd be seriously fucked if they didn't get along.
Ooh, guess who's got her student loan?? Woot!
(Here's me after the gig on the train home. A bit dishevelled.)
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Friday, September 14, 2007
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Saturday, September 08, 2007
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Bands seen: Hadouken!, The Maccabees, Cold War Kids, CSS and The Smashing Pumpkins.
Highlight of the day: The Smashing Pumpkins playing 'Zero'. Pure awesomeness. And The Maccabees playing 'First Love'. Oh no, that's TWO! Sue me.
It was HOT! Really hot. So hot that no one could muster the effort to do anything. We pretty much camped out in the NME Stage before the Maccabees and Cold War Kids came on. By around sixish the heat had subsided and everyone was cheerful (if not sunburned). CSS were certainly an experience and well worth missing most of NIN for. Lovefoxxx's catsuits were stunning. And the Smashing Pumpkins, seriously, just pure awesomeness.